Relationships Part III

[Disclaimer: Contains lyrics and works from Katy Perry's Hot and Cold. All rights belong to their respective owners, and I stand to receive NO funds from this publication. Publication is for entertainment purposes only]


'You're hot then you're cold,
You're yes then you're no,
You're in then you're out,
You're up then you're down,
You're wrong when it's right,
It's black then it's white,
We fight, we break up,
We kiss, we make up' 


Now we never really fight like Perry says/
But we're always up and down, like Vicki says/
I don't know what it is/ why I go from hot to cold like this/ one minute I'm in with both feet/ next I want out, my mind has got me beat/ it's a T.K.O/ against my heart/ i know/ i love you but that's not the point/ i'm petrified that i'll disappoint/ you, so i push you away/ but i won't delay/ in telling you that there will be no foul play/ no, i will not stray/ while we're together, it'll always be valentines day/ i'll shower you with gifts without complaint/ and when we go out, i'll always pay/ becuase, without saying it in a overly elaborate way/ i want you to feel like a princess if that's okay?/ cuz you make me feel like a paddy on st. patrick's day/ and i think of you from the break of day/ 'til the end of play/ and i'll always be there in every which way/ forever and a day/ i'll do my best to kick my head into touch and be there to stay/ i'll be there with that 'S'/ on my chest/ but i'm Vitamin K/ no need to eat spinach with me about, i'll be stood at the end of your driveway/ holding a bouquet/ that moment exists in my dreams/ 'cuz right now i feel like i've run out of steam/ it's like i'm fighting a war with one hand tied behind my back/ i don't know why/ but sometimes/ i just prefer a lack/ of contact/ sometimes/ i just want space but i hate feeling like that/ i wanna be your Superman, Spiderman and Batman rolled into one/ i wanna be the one you dream of/ wanna be the one you think of late at night when you can't get to sleep/ wanna be the one you run to/ wanna be the one who won't ever hurt you/ i want to be able to hand you that ring on one knee and it be forever/ through sunny or stormy weather/ i need someone to talk to and that person is Vicki/ I need therapy and she/ is my therapist/ she/ helps me see/ what i'm blind to but, you're not/ 'cuz you're all that i want and all that i got/ i just need time to get over it/ and we just need time to work on our relationship.../

Great Britain [Political Beatdown]

Staring out of the windows, watching life pass me by/
People on the streets minding their own business/
Never been part of a group, which is why I can deny/
Being part of the machine, destroying creativity, I've been a witness/
To the destruction/
Voting for a slackjawed government because we believe in what they say they'll do/
Leading us into our oblivion/
Look at all the shit they've put us through/
From joingin the EU/ to mass over-population/
They want us to get the Euro, fuck the pound?/
Well I say "FUCK YOU!" We need to stand up and save out nation/
Can't we give the power back to the crown?/
We have our fathers, brothers, lovers, sons, dying overseas/
And yet/ They get no respect/
Companies won't stop to help in our time of need/
All they're concerned about is coming to collect/
Instead of giving people support, they throw them into the street/
How the hell is that helping things?/
Parents don't care if their kids wield knives and bully the weak/
The only way to get out of poverty is kicking a ball or singing/
And even then you can fade away into anonymity/
Too much emphasis is out on being a 'G'/
The crime rates are out of control in the cities/
Now you're not even guarranteed a job if you have a degree!/
Something needs to be done to put this world right/
We need to stand up and be counted, stand strong in unity/
'Cuz streets aren't safe at night/
Every one is guilty/ and alone we're still empty/
But together we're mighty/ We're Great Britain

Relationships Part II

I can't understand why people say the shit they do/ Like "I will never hurt you"' They get us on lock/ Pin us down in shock/ We fall into place/ Then they spit in our face/ 'Cuz when you let 'em in it's never the same/ For a while it's okay/ Then comes the change/ I love you so much it hurts/ But I'm starting to think this relationship is cursed/ I would do anything/ For you/ Give up everything/ For you/ I'd take a bullet/ Torture, I'd endure it/ I'd climb the highest mountain/ Swim the deepest oceams/ But I'm going thru the motions/ I stand here throwing coins into this fountain/ Wishing it didn't have to be this way/ Without you I'm not okay/ I would go to any length/ To go back to the day/ Where we were, I think about it every day/ You give me my strength/ But you had to go and betray/ Me, but my feelings haven't changed/ Haven't swayed/ Even though I've had people put it on a plate/ I still stayed faithful, never strayed/ Once, because my heart is yours/ It's a shame mine closed its doors/ But their not locked just yet/ So people don't place your bets/ Just yet/ I still wear my ring/ On my finger/ And I'm sing/-in these words, to you/ Begging you/ to/ hold out a little longer/ I'm still yours, I probably always will be/ The future is ours, you'll see.../

Relationships Part I

See/ I dunno what I did to make you wreak/ Havoc on my heart/ But to suss it out/ Well I guess I gotta go right back to the start/ Yuo abused my trust, I still can't believe what you did, it's like our relationship has gone from perfect to bleak/ Our connection is unique/ Our love antique/ When I think of you my knees go weak/ I can't speak/ But that all changed when you decided to sneak/ Behind my back and betray me. Wow, you got some cheek/ Don't ya? Bet you never thought I could have a nasty streak/ Now you're up shit creek/ Without a paddle. You lay your heart down, I keep a veil of mystique/ If you could take a peek/ Into my mind, just one glance will show my mental technique/ I wanna hurt you like you hurt me, I may appear weak/ But I'm certainly not meek/ See I know you're not perfect but I never thought you were oblique/ I started to believe we were meant to be/ That you loved me/ But the way you fucked me up, wow that was neat!/ In the fight for my life that feels like trick or treat/ You definitely have me beat/ You tore me/ apart, now I'm incomplete/ Your deceit/ Speaks volumes to me/ i don't wanna fight, after all I'm not made of re/inforced concrete/ I give up, I retreat/ You lied to me/ You're just another cheat/ You treat/ me like a piece of meat/ Why don't you grab a ringside seat?/ I walk down these streets/ Feeling like it's my fault, I must be obsolete/ I won't ever claim to be perfect, I'm definitely not elite/ 'Cuz I know I was never good enough, tryin' to keep up with you is some unbelievable feat/ I'm freaking out right now, quick, where's the ejector seat?/ My sanity is crashing down like Wall Street/ In 1929. It's true, to be honest, without you, I'm not complete/ I can't sleep/ Can't eat/ Without you, I'm no athlete/ Unlike you. Right now, i refuse to be discreet/ You really must fucking hate me/ After what you did to me/ What you've done to me/ Made me feel like I was nothing, when all I ever did was be there for you when you felt shitty/ Picked you up when others put you down like you were dirt/ You didn't just betray me/ You hurt/ me/ But you were always too busy/ With Carly, Lara/ or Tara/ This is the point where you'll try and calm me down, tell me it's all in my mind. But no! I will assert myself/ Because I'm alert/ To the fact that you're purposely trying to avert/ My attention/ Can't you feel the tension/ In the room? Bet you're feeling some suspension/ Apprehension/ But I'll keep it going a little longer, 'cuz you wore me out with your games, what I'm feeling is out of your comprehension/ Shall I just take you/ To the heart/ Of why I refuse/ To trust you?/ I refute/ Your claim that you don't hate me/ This anger is constantly building up, I'm feeling like the Incredible Hulk. I wanna teat off my shirt. I've grown still, and inert/ But I'm shaky, I'm about to wobble like Gelatine/ and fall like the machine/ at the end of the Terminator, and like that I'll get back up and get back into my routine/ All these words are just a smokescreen/ Distracting away from the true heart/ Of the matter/ The problem is whenever we get close, "the love kickstarts/ again", I'm tired of it/ So fuck it/ I'm sick of this shit/ You broke me down, but I'm buildin' it/ Back up, bit/ By bit/ "Brick/ By boring Brick"/ Like Paramore named their song, fuck it/ I've had enough of this stupid shit/ Before you get close, I'll leg it/ Before I lose it/ Curb it/ I'm trying to acquit/ My heart from the way it feels for you, I refuse to admit/ My feelings, you tell me that you're sorry, I don't buy it/ I'm sick of fighting, I submit/ I'm one step short of tombstoning into this spike pit/ I dream about the times our expectations failed to meet/ Our hands should be entwined/ Our lives combined/ Like Tulisa said "You only get one chance, don't get nine"/ Remember when I wrote "Fireworks"?/ I was tired of being treated like a jerk/ I know you have your quirks/ But you used them to draw me/ in, then merk/ me/ Brought me back to Earth/ With a bump/ Why did you treat me as if I was a chump?/ Acted as if I'm a cunt?/ With your games, done with this shit, all you made me do was compete/ Against Tara/ Carly and Lara/ In that order. Well you know what? You score a penalty. One - Nil. Ninetieth minute. The referee blows. The crowd roars/ It's over, you won/ I'm done./

'A Writer on Writing'

To see your smile/ I'd walk a mile/ To see your face/ There's no better place/ To be with you/ I'd go to any lengths/ 'Cuz you give me my strength/ To go to battle, wage war on this world called life/ Hold up this shit in a heist/ Move on and progress/ Shut the door on problems that started this mess/ You make me forget about everything I go through/ Pick me up when I'm feeling blue/ It's time that I took my head out from the clouds/ Get a grip and form smiles out of these frowns/ I gotta swallow my pride/ And come to realise/ You are my escape/ You lead me to a better place/ My love for you is undying/ There's no denying/ I'll jump, and hope I don't fall/ Just to be with my all/...