A Smile To Conceal The Pain

She lies everyday
To strangers
To loved ones
She pretends she's okay
In reality she's crying inside.

She avoids eye contact at all times
She plasters a smile on her face
Forces herself to laugh at people's dumb jokes
Avoids their eyes, those prying eyes
In reality, she's dying inside.

What will it take for people to see
She's a hazard to herself?
She's never been happy
Always been different
She's crying out for help

No one takes much notice
They're all wrapped up in their own Utopia
She cries herself to sleep most nights,
But, just tonight, she spends it writing
As she takes her own life.

Untitled (R 'n' B)

I had a dream/ last night, I was Adam, you were Eve, but that vision ended with that Apple on the tree/ I got that 'S'/ on my chest/ Cuz i'll do whatever it takes to save her/ i'm so in love all others are a blur/

For your love i'd die hard like Bruce Willis/
In making me laugh, yo you kill it/
Me and you, it's forever/
That'll never change, no never/

I got that 'S'/ on my chest/ Let me throw them blue and red/ threads/ on/ all I need is that certificate with my name on/ That'll come in time, i'll bet my life on/

Im'ma give you my spark/ help light up the dark/ when you're scared/ just know that I care/


For your love i'd die hard like Bruce Willis/
In making me laugh, yo you kill it/
Me and you, it's forever/
That'll never change, no never/

You can find me in the dark/
I'll be in the stars/
Find me in your heart/
I won't need a kickstart/ or a head start/
In the race for your love...